I have felt the need to write this, as I feel I need to officially get this out and tell the clan my apologies.

I have two topics I would like to mention.

1. Chatter
- A week or so ago Maligad made a remark on my speaking habit ingame, and honestly I appreciate it. Both the fact that it had to be said, he did it, and the fact of how he did it. Not at all was it disrespectful.

I've been working on it, and it will continue to be a work in progress, it is a good bit better than before, and I am sure it will become more tame as I consciously remind myself of it.

2. This one is not as simple... TriggerFinger.
- I'm sure Dea knows this well enough, as we've talked privately about issues of hacking, abuse and the like, wherein I've expressed my opinion on the way to punish the acts. I have an absolute flinch-sensitive grip on the trigger finger.

Having talked to Dea prior to becoming an admin, he expressed how I would need to control the reflex-kick (Pun) of my trigger finger. And at least I can say I am proud of it, how I've held back, but not happy. The next message explains why.

"You guy's should know by now, I come from the SOCOM II era on the PS2, and due to that game I have an extreme, near obsessed and sadistic hate for hacking. Given that statement, not knowing if the guy I just head shotted 7 times REALLY was hacking or not gets far worse than under my skin."

The game is very very buggy, yet it is FAR more worth it to play than leave due to the issues. I know theoretically it is possible that a guy I've had 17 headshots on, while he did not move an inch (Resulting in dead-perfect aim) can end up taking 0 Damage because of the game not registering hits. Yet it is also possible that he is hacking. These two facts combined, completely destroy my mentality when playing, results in a whiny Dipper. If the game were not bugged in this respect, hits ALWAYS registered unless a hack is involved, you would not hear me complaining. You would hear me say the word "Goodbye" every once in a while. But sadly, its not like that, and it's hard to ever know. This is where my irritation boils over. As Dea said in a conversation we had earlier today about an unrelated topic, "They always shun things they fear, and they fear what they do not know." This phrase EXACTS why I get like that, I do not know, and it kills me.

I've become aware of this, without anyone needing to state it, given my history, I am not even lenient enough on hackers to say I have 0 tolerance for them.

But this is not my clan, this our clan, and we exercise more patience and more control. That said, I will work very seriously on cutting down the outburts over they guy I just emptied an entire clip into, who then turned and meleed me.

I've took time to think through how to say this post, and I hope all points come out clear, as to why things have been said, and what I plan to do about them.

May the -FORCE- be with you.
- Dipper

lol, well as I've tried to explain dipper, this game is a lil quirky and sometimes things cannot be explained. you must try to look past this, and even if it seems like a guy is a hacking, there still usually a way to kill him. I do my best to make sure when i kill a man, that he is good and dead with no chance of even getting one shot at me. I came from that socom generation too bud. I had internet for years and no computer hahah. like 7 years. Socom had its problems too! I have no experience in hacking, so all I can do is give the advice of shoot him so dead he can't get you. Brutal you must become if you are to survive!

Roger Roger Sir, will grenade him 3 times for safety measures hehe. Am only wondering how cliche it'd be to yell Bonzai and rush with a live nade.

I do it all the time. Ask anybody! Many have died from my jihad attack.

Im alive and pls dont kill me when you see me im absent 4 a long time now and i feel totally bed about it,,,when i show up you can round up a firing squad and put me against the wall,,i deserve it...the thing is i have to share my comp with my other half 'couse her laptop is dead...and yes i admmit..i ve been playing other stuff to...dont know if anybody remembers the verrrrryyyy old games like Commandos and Blitzkrieg,,,but those games hooked me,,and when i saw them,,lets say my mind is 15 years in the past for some time heheh ) i really miss you all but you can be sure that Mali is giving me daily update on everything ) so you r not so distant after all it s nice 2 see all those flags adding up ) The Force is Growing! )) Hope to see you soon!!!!!! Have fun and make some good kills 4 me 2! ))) And a Huge Welcome 2 all new clan members!!!! ) HOOOOOAHHH!!! )

RGR MARIN! :p

Nice to see that u are still active on the clan issues ( I was already worried that u forgot us ). I hope to see you on the server soon.
(I see you still love the smileys )

Marinus my lovliest target

Dont worry the time will come then you can play again all day with us. Its still as some others said, life is more important and when there is some freetime you can waste it on a game

With best reguards

He he looking forward to be a dodgy target!! cyaaaaaaaAAA!

-_-

Hey all

Its good to be back, and see that the clan is growing nicely.

I've noticed several posts regarding cheaters and hackers, you know how I feel bout them.

Be patient till we collect some proofs, once we do INCAP THE FUCKERS before we bann them.

He he we might get some fun out of it anyway

I'll see you all back online

PS: I might not be online as often as i used to be as my worked piled up and I cant afford it to go to waste