This is it for me. I have tried to deal with all of this and I failed miserably. I am sick to death of hearing about all this crap. This has to be about the 3rd time in my 6 months of Clan Membership. I have made many friends in my time here, I do not want to say goodbye, but I am sick in general of Clanwork.

To recap on my history, I was a turd to start out with, I was a *ahem* spammer on the forums, I pissed off alot of people with this habit. Then I went on a rampage with a walker, got permanently banned by Craig, remained banned for 2 weeks, got unbanned, became a Member of APG, became a Test Admin for APG, became Staff for APG, resigned from Staff, regained my Adminship, got placed on the IRB and then we end up here. That is the Mutsakman1 history in APG.

I have seen much through my time in Clanship, I learnt that people do notice when you are mature and sensible to them, I have seen that people can be trusted, people know what they are talking about and overall, I have seen much good in EVERYONE in APG. The thing that confuses me, is why others want to frame and lie to others, to boost their own self-worth? What, you in general aren't worth anything so you have to lie to get people to listen? You must have something wrong in your head if you have to do that, or you in general took some wrong turns somewhere.

I am proud to have called people here my friends, and I am also proud to have worn those APG tags for those 6 months or so. I have strived to help anyone that required it of me, and I strived to be a fair and just friend to everyone. I have learned many life lessons from the nice people here, and since this whole thing has spiraled out of control, I have 1 thing to say: "GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE." I am no longer taking sides, I am sick of this crap. It reminds me of what 5 year olds do really, and I for one will not be a part of any of it. I am sick of clanship in general, so I resign from everything.

As said before, I am happy to see that everyone has had a good time, and I hope no one has had any beef with me, otherwise, meh. It will happen. So to everyone, good luck, but I wash my hands of this madness.

Oh yeah Deadlizard, I personally have no problems with you, I hope this doesn't hurt you in any way. I am just sick of Clan Membership all together. It is a constant struggle, and I'm tired of it.

-[APG]- Mutsakman1
Aka. Alex
Internal Review Board
[APG] Member April 27th - 29th September 2008.

god its real sad seeing what has happened to apg, just remember though this is a game it doesn't affect your life no point arguing over silly online issues, we go online to have fun not to have a "whos dicks is bigger contest" which is what im seeing so far and let me tell you those never end well

Also we(FNI) are here to help either clan in this mess so if anyone needs help remember were always here

qtycheck
-FNI-
http://fightnightinc.freehostia.com

will do not affiliate with hackers FNI go rot

muts if ur reading I hope u got my email bud

i have to say i have no use for hackers
or as i have read a post those who further hacks for any reason period
this is not a mess
it's corporate restructuring
it's getting rid of the garbage and purifying the rest
we will come out of this a closer better knit community of friends who care for one another
online stuff doesn't affect ur life?
tell that to wazza's wife when he worked his ass off for that ungrateful prick warlock
tell that to those that have met life-long friends online
i personally have met several
tell that to the guy that comes on depressed or down about something but talking to all his friends helps him through it
for those who won't help better themselves or their friends or even their enemies i say to you: you are fucking worthless
PERIOD

-this rant brought to you by late night hours and too much orange crush ORANGE CRUSH FTW!!!