hey guys this is my first time owning a server, i bought the $10 premium thing and when i scroll through the list to claim a gmod server, inbetween F and H theres no gmod.

Yup, we have a "Garry's Mod" http://www.gametracker.com/games/garrysmod/

but... how do i claim it as my own???

I believe GT will automatically claim your GT Premium server for you if you go to the main Premium page with "PREMIUM PLAN DETAILS" and a list of servers, then click the Manage button.

If it is not added automatically, enter the IP and port on http://www.gametracker.com/servers/

Then, if it is not automatically claimed, go to the server page and click on the "None - Claim Now!" link to the left of the map image. On the subsequent page, you'll find a button to claim ownership as well as a tooltip (?) with instructions.

thanks for the help, but i can only view other peoples servers. i assure you i am not retarded, i just have no fucking idea.